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Too much of a good thing?
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Too much of a good thing? The sex went on all night. I found my face buried between her legs most of the night. I was able to bring her to orgasm after orgasm and eventually she did the same for me. Still, I looked over at the other bed, wishing to be with Kaity. I feel asleep in Debra’s arms and we woke up in the middle of the night as the other two were back at it. Debra, obviously in some undeclared competition with her friend, then began to kiss me and rub between my legs. Her attention to me didn’t last long and soon, I was on my back while she straddled my face, rubbing herself on me. The next day, Friday, I was able to be with Patty, at least in the morning. We are equally submissive and undemanding in bed so the couple of hours with her were a blissful respite from the pace and mood of the sex with Debra. Kaity, who is a very strong and powerful woman, an athlete, was not being controlled by Debra and I could hear them struggling for who was going to be the dominate one. It was then when I realized why I was so coveted by Debra and I wished, for once, that I were less like myself and more like Kaity; at least until these two went back to their homes. We would switch off for short periods, I even had a chance to give Kaity an orgasm and I cherished the familiarity of her taste. There was no mistaking however that I was Debra’s bitch this weekend. Saturday night when I thought everyone was asleep, I went into the bathroom just to be alone. A minute later Kaity was lightly knocking on the door. I let her in and we embraced. I kissed her with all the passion that had been building up in me after days of what was becoming mechanical sex. I would have stayed there all night if it were up to me. She was having the same feelings about the weekend as I was. I suggested getting our clothes and leaving, but Kaity said to wait until the morning. We ended the weekend with all four of us in bed together. A dream of mine, to be in a group sex situation, left me feeling empty and unfulfilled. Every time I tried to get to Kaity or Patty, Debra would lead my hand or mouth away from them and to her. Eventually she just sat on my face while the other two took turns licking me. On the surface, it sounds hot but it wasn’t. I felt used, abused, and for the first time, dirty. We got dressed and Kaity and I left without staying for breakfast or seeing them off to the train. I just wanted to get back home, take a hot shower for as long as the hot water would last, and do nothing. I had not one sexual thought, impulse, and craving. Until this weekend, sex had been a priority in my life, controlled, but important. Have I overdone it was all I could think. Will it ever be the same? I went to work at 4 and came home well after midnight. Kaity was home and asleep. I looked at her, undressed, and slipped into bed beside her. Her hand instinctively felt for the swell of my breast and when she touched me, I felt a spark; there was still an un-doused ember and Kaity found it. Despite the feelings upon leaving the weekend visitors, I suddenly felt sexy again, thanks to the way Kaity makes me feel. We made love into the early morning hours. I am reassured that my enjoyment of sex has not been diminished one iota. However, this may have been an eye opening experience for me as things that sound great in theory, may not be all that the fantasy promises. |
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Im sorry to hear that it wasn't all u hoped it would be. u know what they say, try try again. Different people might give it the spark u are looking for. or maybe some man meat in the mix? I would like to offer mine you and kaity\8
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It's easy for things to get complicated when you have a whole bunch of partners. Obviously one or more of the other girls felt a strong desire and that's hard to suppress. How do you divide your intimacy with a whole bunch of girls and have them all feel equally pleased and desired? It's hard, if not impossible. It's easy to feel weird or jealous or feel like someone else is touching your lover more than they should, or you're not getting enough contact with someone else or something. I don't think anyone meant to abuse you. It was just that it was a sexy situation and it sounds like Debra couldn't keep her hands off of you because you turned her on. I mean, you agreed to have a group thing. Don't get too upset about it. Try not to think about it in a negative way. Your experimenting. I'm sure there were parts that you enjoyed. Think of the sexy, horny parts and don't focus on any weird feelings. It was just a thing that didn't go 100% right. It does not need to change anything. It only will if you blow it out of proportion. The important thing is openness. You have to be able to be with people who you feel close enough to that you can enjoy their body and be frank and tell them what kind of things are a little too much. It sounds like you were not comfortable enough to tell Debra that you wanted to play with the other girls. Obviously you turned Debra on a lot. When I'm with someone or someone's I really want them to be able to talk to me. I mean, I feel bad if I make someone feel used or abused. If I do something, it's because I think it's okay and if someone doesn't feel the same, I want them to tell me so I don't cause any weird feelings. But in any case, it still gets weird from time to time. Just enjoy the good parts. You'll figure it out. Don't sweat it. Next time, why don't you include me? I'm sure I can provide you with the guidance and mediation that will help. Really, I don't mind. I'm willing to be generous with my time like that 
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It's easy for things to get complicated when you have a whole bunch of partners. Obviously one or more of the other girls felt a strong desire and that's hard to suppress. How do you divide your intimacy with a whole bunch of girls and have them all feel equally pleased and desired? It's hard, if not impossible. It's easy to feel weird or jealous or feel like someone else is touching your lover more than they should, or you're not getting enough contact with someone else or something. I don't think anyone meant to abuse you. It was just that it was a sexy situation and it sounds like Debra couldn't keep her hands off of you because you turned her on. I mean, you agreed to have a group thing. Don't get too upset about it. Try not to think about it in a negative way. Your experimenting. I'm sure there were parts that you enjoyed. Think of the sexy, horny parts and don't focus on any weird feelings. It was just a thing that didn't go 100% right. It does not need to change anything. It only will if you blow it out of proportion. The important thing is openness. You have to be able to be with people who you feel close enough to that you can enjoy their body and be frank and tell them what kind of things are a little too much. It sounds like you were not comfortable enough to tell Debra that you wanted to play with the other girls. Obviously you turned Debra on a lot. When I'm with someone or someone's I really want them to be able to talk to me. I mean, I feel bad if I make someone feel used or abused. If I do something, it's because I think it's okay and if someone doesn't feel the same, I want them to tell me so I don't cause any weird feelings. But in any case, it still gets weird from time to time. Just enjoy the good parts. You'll figure it out. Don't sweat it. Next time, why don't you include me? I'm sure I can provide you with the guidance and mediation that will help. Really, I don't mind. I'm willing to be generous with my time like that
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All I have to say is your one lucky girl and very sexy!
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Learning your limits, and finding out what you really want and need is always a good thing. And an act of discovery. Embrace it.
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and the moral of the story is... my dick was missing 
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12/14/2009 5:57 am |
and the moral of the story is... my dick was missing
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Very nice only thing that could be better if I could watch would not have to join you but gets me very excited just thinking about it and must say you look very sexy!
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