self conscious about myself
|
Posted:Apr 12, 2014 3:14 am
Last Updated:May 28, 2014 6:49 pm
1216 Views
|
Am i crazy or just stupid. I was chatting with this guy for a few weeks. Over this time, i really liked who he was, what he stood for, and his personality. We finally planned to meet but had not selected a place or time. I started to get a feeling of insecurity. You see, he is 42 and fit and i am 48 a bit over weight and not as fit. I felt not good enough and did not think i would fit the build. I have started to get myself in better shape but im not there yet. I really liked this guy Think about him alot. Since we have not messaged each other in a day or two. Before now, we would message each other 6 or 7 times a day. I would be so excited When ever i would see his messages, reading them multple times. So am i crazy. Crazy, to not meet up because i felt not good enough
|
|
2
Comments
|
|