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Another Random Jo-Jo Moment
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Another Random Jo-Jo Moment I remember how I started in Gor, remember the way things are done, all the pomp and ceremony. I wish I was still serving, but life doesn't stop for leisure. I know what you're thinking a submissive calls serving leisure, weird right? I always dreamed of a Master of a time that would come when I could stoppind doubting, stop over thinking everything, a day when I could just let someone else take the wheel and go on auto pilot. I'm not talking about being a robot or anything. But life's hard, and more than a little scary. So many descisions and you never have all the answers. I wanted someone with answers. I chose Gorean because it had so many rules, so many ceremonies that you didn't have to think about should I do this, should I do that? It was there black and white how things were done. The sexual nature of it appealed to, as a kajira you are an object not a person, a object to be commanded, to be used... Some won't see it this way but this is how I see it. Sex is beauty. If a man can't keep his hands off you, can't help but reach out and touch you because of the attraction, that's the most erotic thing to me. Now there's a difference here. You get guys who give you this part and then they ruin it by being... well jealous, possessive, to busy trying to posture to the other guy that you belong to them. This is an insecurity, and that makes them seem weak. A man should be strong, certain, unwavering. These are ideals of course. No one is perfect, it's just a matter of don't sweat the little stuff. A Master can show uncertainty to another Master, but never to his slave. It ruins the effect. I once asked a man how the real life M/s relationship worked. The relationship described was in essence a marriage. This just confused me. He told me that if a slave couldn't do something right that second it was ok. That he would share in the duties of housework. I suppose that that works too. But it's a matter of command and obey I think. A knowledge of expectation too. I know I've got a really skewed view here but I have a way I expect things to be and well, I'm picky lol. For a man to just randomly decide you are his to use anytime he pleases regardless of when or where(within reason and legal standards of course). You could be at the sink washing the dishes one minute and bent over the counter the next. Sitting quietly on the couch reading a book, and He unzips his fly for a quick bj. A solitary shower could be a joint effort without notice or planning. It's attraction, plain old animal magnetism. A firm decision and intimate knowledge of how to please and be pleased. I'm multiorgasmic, and extremely touch sensitive, so if he's enjoying himself it's almost a guarentee I am too. The thought of being Taboo thrills me. Just giving a guy head, with no reciprication CAN get me off. It depends on the context and events prior. The bondage idea gets me just because it's another version of submission, choices of how to move are taken from you. It's about what HE wants not what I want and He's going to take me along for the ride.  Easily distracted by shiney objects |
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