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November 14, 2008
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November 14, 2008 Tomorrow is the second anniversary of the day my nephew died. Justin was two years old, he had been born with several birth defects, including a malformed arm, a missing ear, and the biggest was a malfunctioning heart. His heart was too big, it pumped backwards, and it had a large hole between the left and right ventricle. Odd as it may seem it was the hole that kept him alive. When blood pumps backwards you don't get any oxygen in your bloodstream, between lungs and brain and limbs. The hole let enough oxygenated blood to get where it needed to be. Poor little trooper went through many surgeries, and lots of PT, and a spot on a transplant list, but one day it just got to be too much and he couldn't hang on anymore. I'm sitting here streaming tears. In another hour it'll be the day, it's like a replay you don't want to see. I miss my little Just-a-buddy. His name was Justin, and he's in haeven, and he doesn't hurt anymore. I just have to remember that... Godspeed by the Dixie Chicks Dragon Tales and the water is wide Pirate's sail and Lost Boys fly Fish bite moonbeam's every night and I Love You Godspeed, Little man Sweet Dreams, Little man Oh my love will fly to you each night on Angel's wings Godspeed Sweet Dreams The rocket racer's all tuckered out Superman's in pajama's on the couch Good night moon, we'll find the mouse and I Love You Godspeed, Little man Sweet Dreams, little man Oh my love will fly to you each night on angel's wings Godspeed Sweet Dreams God bless mommy and matchbox cars God bless dad and thanks for the stars God heard Amen, where ever you are and I love you Godspeed, Little man Sweet Dreams, littleman Oh my love will fly to you each night on angel's wings Godspeed Godspeed Godspeed Sweet dreams  Easily distracted by shiney objects |
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