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A Submissive Woman
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A Submissive Woman I had someone comment on my tattoo today. It was someone from one of my social sites and they happened to catch site of the tattoo on my left wrist. For those of you who didn't spot it or if you did, didn't know what it is. The stylized letter K in the middle of my wrist is a symbol from a series of books by a man named John Norman. This stylized letter k stands for the word kajira which is roughly translated to mean "slave girl". Traditionally this mark is "branded" into a girl's left outer thigh when she becomes "owned" I put it on my wrist because i wanted it to be visible(at the time) and I wanted it kind of as a flag to like minded people. I spent several years now studying "Gorean". There is an entire sub-culture of BDSM practitioners who folow a varying degree of Gorean. If you tried to be Gorean like it is in the books, it wouldn't work and someone would be dead or arrested, it's fiction, it doesn't translate 100% into modern life. This whole thing also causes an issue between "traditional" BDSM and "Goreans" BDSM hates to be associated with Gor and vice verse, but it helps to get my point across. Anywho. It got me thinking. While I'm still kind of a goto on questions about how things were done in the books, I've kind of shied away from the whole concept in the past year or so. Part of it is because I don't have a Dom/Master. I had someone who wished to be, but we soon developed some trust issues in the relationship. You CAN NOT have a BDSM or Gorean relationship of anykind with someone you DO NOT trust 100%. It kinda faded into more of a kinky past time then a perspetive on our relationship. I still know all the quirky little ceremonies, and the proper diction and Gorean has specific positions you are supposed to sit in(lay in) for certain situations, it's gotta lot of little rules and such. I know how to be, but I'm not what I was. A Dom, who happens to be Gorean noticed my tattoo and commented on it, and also voiced an interest. He doesn't live to far from here, and I had to give myself pause here. Being with a real Dom/Master has kind of been one of my biggest fantasies for a very long time and now that it's presented it's self as a possibility I'm not entirely sure how I feel about it. It's that kind of apprehensive, jittery, wow someone's interested kinda feeling. Point blank, I don't date. I've met all the guys I've seen (there aren't that many) either at work, or at a repetative social gathering like a club. I really hate the whole dating thing, especially if it's someone you just met, don't know that well. I have a horrible tendency to ramble, and I really don't want to cross that line into annoying. *sigh* Dating, Mating, and potential keepables all suck. I'm sooooooo out of place lol  Easily distracted by shiney objects |
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Coming from a submissive woman i know what you mean totally. It is the total control you give over to a man. But he has to be the right fit....like hand and glove. ~~TheSexyTigress~~ Live Life..Laugh Often...Love Much..
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