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What do you do in the dark???? Are you willing to answer????  

rm_c0nn1ev5 54F
175 posts
2/24/2010 5:09 am
What do you do in the dark???? Are you willing to answer????

Simple enough.......

1. Physically, what do you do in the dark?

2. Mentally, where do you go, who or what is there with you, what do you think about?

3. Do you have a sexual darkness? What is it and will you indulge it?

Me:

1. Physically: sleep, masturbate, pray, contemplate

2. Mentally: deep into my true self, into my own mind and thoughts, no one is there with me, my thoughts vary with whatever circumstances proceeded me slipping into my dark place. Sometimes my thoughts could be of murderous rage, of which I could never do, sometimes my thoughts are of giving into insanity, why not? Sometimes my thoughts are of just simply running away from everyone and everything.

3. Yes I do have a sexual darkness, of which I am very afraid to indulge. A gang bang, not with drunken fools who's only goal is to find a hole to stick a dick into. There would be a method, a reason to the madness. My thoughts are of men who are unknown to me, they are Doms. In this darkness my thoughts are that I want to experience the ultimate out of body submissiveness, if there is such a thing. I just want to let go.
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rm_c0nn1ev5 54F
417 posts
2/24/2010 4:16 pm

 Thanks for answering.

Yes praying is mental.

But I guess I wanted to differentiate physically being in the dark from slipping into mental darkness

Sexual darkness was a thought that came to me while writing. It is more than just a fantasy that you want to act out. If I were to experience my sexual darkness, I may not be the same person after. That is what scares me.
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