"The insecurity is the thing that won't get lost"
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Posted:Nov 22, 2021 7:31 am
Last Updated:May 21, 2024 6:52 am
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Can't help having felt like this for an awful long time. But it's getting better. Someone helped me a great deal and she knows who she is....
You can look at the menu, but you just can't eat You can feel the cushions, but you can't have a seat You can dip your foot in the pool, but you can't have a swim You can feel the punishment, but you can't commit the sin
And you want her, and she wants you We want everyone And you want her and she wants you No one, no one, no one ever is blame
You can build a mansion, but you just can't live in it You're the fastest runner but you're not allowed win Some break the rules, and let you count the cost The insecurity is the thing that won't get lost
And you want her, and she wants you We want everyone And you want her and she wants you No one, no one, no one ever is blame
You can see the summit but you can't reach it It's the last piece of the puzzle but you just can't make it fit Doctor says you're cured but you still feel the pain Aspirations in the clouds but your hopes go down the drain
And you want her, and she wants you We want everyone And you want her and she wants you No one, no one, no one ever is to blame
No one ever is to blame No one ever is to blame
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On the treadmill
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Posted:Nov 12, 2021 7:51 am
Last Updated:Feb 15, 2022 2:59 am
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The other day I went to the gym. Work out a bit, get rid of some lazy sweat and meanwhile look around a bit, if you get my drift. Usually, I must admit, there's not much to see. Don't mean this in a disrespectful way, but my normal workout time is in the morning, while most of the sexy fitgirls work out in the evening time.
I got in and walked to one of the treadmills to do a bit of warming up. On the treadmill next to me was a woman, early forties I think. She was running. Slim, sporty figure, skin tight outfit. Little to no fat and that includes the places where a guy like me would at least like to see some of that stuff.... But hey, I came here for a workout right. And let's be honest, it beats the 70+ ladies I see there most of the time....
I started my warming up as she was still running on the treadmill to my right. I wasn't really paying attention to her, to be honest. Until suddenly.... some panting and heavy breathing. She was still running, and running like hell I should add. So I understand why she was puffing. Normally I wouldn't pay much attention to that, but this..... this gasping sounded like she was having sex. Man! If this was the sound she usually makes while being fucked or after some earth shaking orgasm, I really envied the man or woman whom she usually beds! And the panting became stronger and louder.... Wow! By the time she was finished she sounded so damn sexy! She was on my mind for the rest of the day.
But now I'm stuck with a question. Was I lucky enough to witness a woman with a truly erotic heavy breathing during a workout? Or was it just a woman almost short of breath and did I only have my dirty mind to blame.....?
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Who you gonna call.......?
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Posted:Apr 1, 2021 2:34 am
Last Updated:Nov 12, 2021 7:54 am
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Ok, little pat on the back of my fellow Cloggies, especially since I am also in this line of work..... Couldn't resist it, lol. After all, we did kinda save world trade.....
Okay, okay, going back to my own little corner... *grin*
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Dutch..... mountains?
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Posted:Feb 15, 2021 1:44 am
Last Updated:May 21, 2024 6:52 am
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Most people know The Netherlands, where us Cloggies live, is as flat as a pancake. In fact, almost half of the country lies below sea level.... Still, back in 1987, Dutch band The Nits made a song about the Dutch 'mountains'...
I was born in a valley of bricks Where the river runs high above the rooftops I was waiting for the cars coming home late at night From the Dutch mountains
I was standing in a valley of rock Up to my belly in an early fog I was looking for the road to a green painted house In the Dutch mountains In the Dutch mountains Mountains
Met a woman in a valley of stone She was painting roses on the walls of her home And the moon is a coin with the head of the queen Of the Dutch mountains In the Dutch mountains
I lost a button of my shirt today It fell on the ground and it was rolling away Like a trail leading me back To the Dutch mountains To the Dutch mountains Mountains
Met a miller on the back of a cow He was looking for the wind But he didn't know how I said: "Follow the cloud that looks like a sheep" In the Dutch mountains In the Dutch mountains In the Dutch mountains In the Dutch mountains Mountains Mountains Mountains Mountains Mountains Buildings Buildings Buildings Mountains Mountains
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Song for Kimmie
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Posted:Dec 25, 2020 3:50 am
Last Updated:Nov 12, 2021 7:52 am
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Honey, you are a rock Upon which I stand And I come here to talk I hope you understand
The green eyes
Yeah, the spotlight shines upon you And how could anybody deny you? I came here with a load And it feels so much lighter now I've met you And honey, you should know That I could never go on without you
Green eyes
Honey, you are the sea Upon which I float And I came here to talk I think, you should know
The green eyes
You're the one that I wanted to find And anyone who tried to deny you must be out of their minds 'Cause I came here with a load And it feels so much lighter since I met you
Honey, you should know That I could never go on without you
Green eyes Green eyes
Honey, you are a rock Upon which I stand
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She's a woman
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Posted:Nov 16, 2020 6:46 am
Last Updated:Feb 26, 2021 9:46 am
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Some 3 months ago, someone came into my life, totally unexpected and quite the opposite of what I thought I was looking for....
Turned out this lady was EXACTLY what I was looking for. Someone understands. As dedicated me as I am her. Someone turned out be a one-guy kinda girl, while everyone, including myself thought she was anything but.
Ok, this may not be a love song. But 's appropriate.
My love don't give me presents I know that she's no peasant All she ever has to give me Love forever and forever My love don't give me presents Turn me on when I get lonely People tell me that she's Fooling, I know she isn't
She don't give the boys the eye She hates see me cry She is happy just hear me say That I will never leave her She don't give the boys the eye She will never make me jealous Gives me all her time as well as Loving, don't ask me why
She's a womanwho understands She's a woman who loves her man
My love don't give me presents I know that she's no peasant All she ever has give me love Forever and forever My love don't give me presents Turn me on when I get lonely People tell me that she's Fooling, I know she isn't
She's a woman understands She's a woman loves her man
My love don't give me presents I know that she's no peasant All she ever has give me Love forever and forever My love don't give me presents Turn me on when I get lonely People tell me that she's Fooling, I know she isn't
She's a woman, she's a woman She's a woman, she's a woman
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Loyalty
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Posted:Aug 10, 2020 6:57 am
Last Updated:Nov 16, 2020 6:47 am
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Says it all, really.....
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Melancholy mood part 2....
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Posted:Aug 9, 2020 5:57 am
Last Updated:Aug 9, 2020 6:03 am
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Looking back through a crystal of colours At the good things gone by in your life Don't you see that they're vague and deceptive And you never return though you try It's easy follow and it's hard make your own way So you sit and you think try find the missing link In your life
As you walk through your days of confusion And you cry because something seems lost You feel helpless and sad as you wonder Without knowing what kind in it costs It's easy sorrow and it's hard live something new So you just wait and see this will never set you free In your life
If you dream of a mountain of golden That will shine out for what you're worth When you wake don't start wasting the morning For a mountain is part of things earned It's easy linger and it's hard climb at all high So you sit and you pray for a short and easy way In your life
So how come you are feeling so lonely? You got friends taking good care of you And they're all so alike and they love you But you never can tell who is who It's easy not wonder and it's hard think for yourself Where am I? Who are they? This could be the longest day In your life
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Melancholy mood (or is it just sad?)
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Posted:Aug 1, 2020 6:44 am
Last Updated:Aug 5, 2020 4:04 am
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Sometimes, I just can't help myself. Having feelings for someone I can't seem reach. Or having feelings for someone who pushes me away, not because she doesn't love me anymore, but because she wants me stop loving her. Or because I know someone likes me, but will in the end eat me alive and leave the empty wrapper.....
Don't ask me how it is possible or how it works. But at times like these, there's always one song or another that will make me wish someone felt about me like the singer of the song does for that specific person she's singing it for.....
And though I'm usually quite happy, I can't help but sit down.... and burst into tears....
For you, there'll be no more crying For you, the sun will be shining And I feel that when I'm with you It's alright, I know it's right
To you, I'll give the world To you, I'll never be cold 'Cause I feel that when I'm with you It's alright, I know it's right
And the songbirds are singing Like they know the score And I love you, I love you, I love you Like never before
And I wish you all the love in the world But most of all, I wish it from myself
And the songbirds keep singing Like they know the score And I love you, I love you, I love you Like never before
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Really bad joke
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Posted:Jul 29, 2020 6:24 am
Last Updated:Jul 29, 2020 6:25 am
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The worst joke I heard in a very long time.....
Q: What is the difference between the people of Dubai and the people of Abu Dhabi?
A: The people of Dubai don't like The Flintstones. The people of Abu Dhabi do.
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July Morning
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Posted:Jul 22, 2020 6:50 am
Last Updated:May 21, 2024 6:52 am
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"July Morning"
There I was on a July morning Looking for love, With the strength of a new day dawning And the beautiful sun At the sound of the first bird singing I was leaving for home With the storm and the night behind me And a road of my own With the day came the resolution I'll be looking for you La la la la...
I was looking for love in the strangest places There wasn't a stone that I left unturned I must have tried more than a thousand faces But not one was aware of the fire that burned
In my heart, In my mind, In my soul La la la la...
In my heart, In my mind, In my soul La la la la... La la la la...
There I was on a July morning Looking for love, With the strength of a new day dawning And the beautiful sun At the sound of the first bird singing I was leaving for home With the storm and the night behind me And a road of my own With the day came the resolution I'll be looking for you La la la la...
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I just can't understand.
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Posted:Jul 21, 2020 7:59 am
Last Updated:Jul 21, 2020 11:26 pm
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She tells you you're a wonderful guy. That she doesn't want to hurt you. But then she turns around and breaks your heart....
She says you did absolutely nothing wrong, it just... isn't working. That you deserve someone better, someone who won't be so flaky and flirty. She says you need someone who will actually do the things someone does when they really care about you. She says she hopes you'll find her real soon. After all, you really are a fantastic guy, she assures you. But she can't be that ...
She is sorry she hurts you, she says, but it's for the best. In the long run you will thank her for this, she says.
Then she goes back the rooms, says she feels fantastic, flirts, has a whole lot of fun...
And you? You don't understand why, again, things went wrong. While she's having fun and celebrates.... you are fucking miserable.
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Four most dreaded words
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Posted:Jul 19, 2020 3:08 pm
Last Updated:Jul 19, 2020 11:16 pm
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The four most dreaded words... A phrase. Not very harmful in itself. But when a woman says those words to a man, you know it's heartbreak about to happen: "We need to talk."
And yes, again someone said these words to me this past weekend..... Before things even got properly started. Not completely unexpected, there had been 'radio silence' for days....She said lots of good things about me, but bottom line: buhbye....
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