Have you ever?
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Posted:Jun 3, 2006 7:35 pm
Last Updated:Jun 4, 2006 3:48 pm
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Have you ever been someplace you didn’t want to be?
Have you ever been in a relationship were you felt trapped?
Have you ever been stuck in an elevator?
Have you ever had to fart in an elevator?
Have you ever looked up at the stars and wondered are we really alone?
Have you ever been alone and wondered if you always will be?
Have you ever loved someone and found out they never really loved you?
Have you ever sat on a beach alone and stared out at the ocean and just listened to the waves?
Have you ever watched play and wonder why you had to grow up?
Have you ever watched a movie and cried?
Have you ever watched the news and cried?
Have you ever wanted a car you knew you couldn’t afford?
Have you ever been depressed and thought you had nothing to look forward too?
Have you ever looked in the newspaper obituaries and saw your own name?
Have you ever looked out your window and saw a squirrel playing with a nut and just stood there and watched it in silence?
Have you ever went to sleep and just lay there for hours with thoughts racing through your head?
Have you ever saw someone you really liked but were to shy to go talk to them?
Have you ever had to go up on a stage in front of a lot of people and just froze like a deer in headlights?
Have you ever wished it was always warm outside?
Have you ever loved candy bars?
Have you ever wondered if your life is just cruel fate?
Have you ever seen a bum on the street and say that could never happen to me?
Have you ever wondered what the world would be like if God never existed?
Have you ever wondered why anytime you plan a vacation it rains?
Have you ever watched someone die and felt utterly powerless, weak and helpless when you realized how very short life really is?
Have you ever wondered why cats sleep right up next to you when there’s a whole bed to sleep on?
Have you ever wondered what really happens when you die?
Have you ever wondered why a lot of things taste like chicken?
Have you ever wondered if the closet monster was real?
Have you ever wondered if your life means anything at all
Have you ever wondered if anyone will remember you 100 Years from now?
Have you ever wondered why we fear the dark?
Have you ever wondered just to wonder?
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Smoking Hot
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Posted:Jun 3, 2006 7:06 am
Last Updated:Jun 5, 2006 3:37 pm
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Oh well it seems my roll of making at least one new post a day to my blog went up in smoke...
But it was worth it...
Someone got lucky last night and I didn't even meet her on Passion.
She’s someone I had come to know through a different person I dated from the same office she works at. HAHA talk about playing with fire huh?
Sometimes unexpected meets are the best.
Hmm Strawberry blonde hair a dynamite figure and a killer smile.
Sometimes life is good 
So the blog suffered a missed post because of it shoot me lol.
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Interested in the ALT BDSM lifestyle?
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Posted:Jun 1, 2006 8:57 pm
Last Updated:Jun 13, 2006 10:24 am
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I just finished an insightful read on BDSM.
If you even have a passing interest in the subject I would suggest you make it a point to visit and read.
Nightguy 1961 's post
BDSM What it is that we do.
His blog post has loads of information and insight into the lifestyle. Its a gold mine of info in one convenient blog 
Even if you think you know it all or you think its about freaky stuff thats to far out there for you. I promise after reading his post you'll learn something new.
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BDSM Revisited (update)
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Posted:May 31, 2006 8:20 pm
Last Updated:Jun 4, 2006 5:47 pm
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As promised I decided follow up on the BDSM post.
The point of this post is the four emails I received from folks in my area who read my
last blog post on the topic and decided to email me.
This was an unexpected side effect of that post, I wasn’t expecting it.
Not entirely unwelcome just unexpected. For privacy and decency reasons I won’t name
anyone.
Two of the emails were from women two were from couples.
All of them had a similar tone and the same dominant air about them.
To be totally honest if I didn’t realize they were from people into BDSM I’d be
incensed about it.
The woman were hmm shall we say WAY more than I think I could ever handle.
This is just a FEW excerpts from their letters and just the keywords that caught me
off guard.......
You will learn to lick my boots......
You will answer Yes Mistress or you’ll be spanked
You will Obey me totally or you will be spanked
You will please me if I wish it and expect nothing in return unless I decide to give it to
you as a reward.
And the best one I saw....I am going to make you my (sissy bitch) and your going to love
it slave. It ended with what do you think of that sissy bitch?
Ok WTF is up with sissy bitch??????
If a guy ever said something like that to me it would start a brawl bigger than world war 3.
But I think its even worst when a woman says something like that to man....
I mean it strikes on a primal level and really frosts my ass. Who the f**K is calling
me a sissy bitch??? The freaking nerve.
I took it in context of building dominance but still it annoyed me.
The two couples that contacted me were almost identical in what they said.....
The basic context of their letters were....
The Dom in both cases were males the subs the female of the couple...No clue if they are a married couple in this case. But they both said so your looking to experience being a sub
to a female. Well here it is my sub has been very good and she deserves a reward so
I have decided to allow her to have her own sub and you look like the perfect candidate.
She doesn’t have much experience being a Dom so you will learn to be sub while she learns
to be your Dom. You will both serve me however.
Ok this is where they lost me...a sub of a sub??? Ummmm is there such a thing or are they
making this stuff up as they go along? Isn’t being submissive the whole point of being sub?
So why does she want a sub under her? What do you call that anyway? Minisub?
It sounds to me like both guys are at least Bi and just looking to add a male slave to the list.
Or did I misunderstand? Hmm no where in my profile does it say I’m Bi and I sure as hell
am not switching it now. I’m not a pole swinger. No I’m not a homophobia nut but I don’t have an urge to choke a chicken.
Is BDSM always sexual? Or did I just not understand what they meant?
The subs sub to serve one Dom and serve both?
Bottom line I don’t really think I know as much about BDSM as I thought I did
And well after being called Sissy Bitch by a woman I don’t think I could ever be
a submissive in any case. Still open minded about those who do BDSM but I don’t
think its for me unless there is a much tamer and toned down on the insults version.
I am always looking to learn something new but DAMN.
What is anyone else's take on this?
BTW don't ask me whats up with the picture haha I'm clueless I found it on BDSM cafe.
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Something to Ponder
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Posted:May 30, 2006 8:59 pm
Last Updated:Jun 1, 2006 9:24 am
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A ball of glass will bounce higher than a ball
of Rubber...
Truly hehe some egg head tested it.
Americans on average eat 18 acres of pizza a day.
Hmmm gives a whole new meaning to supersize huh
And here is a real fact you can test yourself if your really really bored . 
There are 119 grooves on the edge of a quarter.
Wonders just how many people will count them to prove me right or wrong 
I have an update to add to my last blog post on BDSM and a few emails I got after I made the post
but I'm to tired to do it justice so it can wait till tomorrow.
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BDSM and perceptions and misconceptions of it.
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Posted:May 29, 2006 1:04 pm
Last Updated:Jun 1, 2006 8:21 pm
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First I have to say thank GOTD for this blog post.
Hehe if she hadn’t posted something about it in her blog,
I wouldn’t have even though about it in the first place.
I went to the posts she mentioned and I read them, I also commented.
I was really surprised to see the amount of ignorance about the lifestyle by some of the posters.
I may not know a lot about BDSM but I do know its consensual and NOT abuse. Its just a different way to enjoy sex and live out your fantasies.
I’ll admit I have experimented with the life style myself...I was with a girl who
loved being submissive and wanted to try some of the stuff they do. I was inexperienced
at it but she was able to teach me rather well. And she really enjoyed sex and the lifestyle.
I found out pretty quickly I wasn’t into it, I just didn’t enjoy spanking a girl...Call it a
mental block but I have a thing about never hitting a woman and well the lifestyle
conflicts with that idea in a big way hehe.
I guess I still have an interest but it isn’t from a Dom point of view, I tried being Dom
and it will never work for me.
I do understand the BDSM thing better now though from experiencing it.
That being said I still think there is something undescribably arousing about a strong Dom woman. Hehe I guess I find it amusing maybe that a woman takes command in the bedroom and could have that kind of power over me if I would allow it.
But I suspect it would still come down to the question can’t I just get laid the good ole
fashion easy way haha without the ass spanking?
Still I am open minded to the idea and,
I wouldn’t rule it out if I happen to meet a Female Dom that was really into it and
wanted to do it but I wouldn’t actively search it out.
My question is to all of you who regularly read my blog even the lurkers who don’t
normally post.
Has BDSM ever interested you?
And have you ever even had a fantasy of being spanked or trying it?
If you did decide to try it would you be a Dom or a sub?
If you did try it do you think you would enjoy it?
Come on comment don’t just read I would really like to see some opinions and
different points of view here.
Pweeeze
*side note*
Hope this post doesn't offend any of the Master/Slave comunity like I said I have little exp with the lifestyle the post isn't meant to offend. Just to learn.
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Coca-Cola 600 5PM EST
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Posted:May 28, 2006 8:07 am
Last Updated:Jun 1, 2006 8:58 pm
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Its race day boys and girls.. Lets go racin
Its good and bad working for a Nextel team even part time.
The Good well when the race is held in the teams home state I actually get to GO to the track for a change
The Bad well yea sure I'm excited I get to go to the track with the team but they expect me to actually WORK hehe.
Hmmm just doesn't seem fair somehow.....
Speaking of which I have to work now 
Hope y'all enjoy the race and have a great rest of the weekend.
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Arlington National Cemetery
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Posted:May 27, 2006 10:50 am
Last Updated:May 30, 2006 3:04 pm
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<- Picture expands
Alington the home of true heros who paid the ultimate price of the freedom we all enjoy today.
A Poem by Joyce Kilmer who died in action in WW1.
The bugle echoes shrill and sweet,
But not of war it sings to-day.
The road is rhythmatic with the feet
Of men-at-arms who come to pray.
The roses blossom white and red
On tombs where weary soldiers lie;
Flags wave above the honored dead
And martial music cleaves the sky.
Above their wreath-strewn graves we kneel,
They kept the faith and fought the fight.
Through flying lead and crimson steel
They plunged for Freedom and the Right.
May we, their grateful , learn
Their strengh, who lie beneath the sod,
Who went through fire and death to earn
At last the accolade of God.
In shining rank on rank arrayed
They march, the legions of the Lord;
He is their Captain unafraid,
The Prince of Peace . . . Who brought a sword.
Remember our Men and Women who stand in harms way for us all this Memorial Day. And say a prayer for those who paid the price of freedom.
Twister
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Penny for your Thoughts
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Posted:May 26, 2006 3:30 pm
Last Updated:May 29, 2006 11:55 am
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HA Fooled you with the title didn't I
Just a penny fact today.
The first penny had the motto
"mind your own business"
Hey you can't make this stuff up
ARE YOU A PENNY PINCHER?
Or did you just pinch penny once?
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FISHY FACTS
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Posted:May 25, 2006 6:49 pm
Last Updated:May 30, 2006 8:41 pm
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Hehe I got bored so here is some fish fact tidbits for the sharks circling the drain.
#1 A goldfish's attention span is 3 seconds
Two seconds longer than mine
#2 Fish have eyelids
Do they use eye make-up?
#3 If you keep a goldfish in a dark room it will eventually turn white.
What if you keep it in a blue room? Will it turn blue?
#4 Fish Cough.
I cough to but never under water.
#5 Cats can hear ultrasound.
Yea I know not a fish fact but you can see the connection.....Cat/Goldfish.
I wonder if a cat can hear a goldfish cough under water?
Enjoy your day
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Words timeless as the song
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Posted:May 24, 2006 6:04 pm
Last Updated:May 29, 2006 8:25 am
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Looking back on the memory of
The dance we shared 'neath the stars alone
For a moment all the world was right
How could I have known that you'd ever say goodbye
And now I'm glad I didn't know
The way it all would end the way it all would go
Our lives are better left to chance I could have missed the pain
But I'd of had to miss the dance
Holding you I held everything
For a moment wasn't I a king
But if I'd only known how the king would fall
Hey who's to say you know I might have chanced it all
And now I'm glad I didn't know
The way it all would end the way it all would go
Our lives are better left to chance I could have missed the pain
But I'd of had to miss the dance
Yes my life is better left to chance
I could have missed the pain but I'd of had to miss the dance.
(Garth Brooks) (The Dance)
I wonder if truer words were ever spoken?
This song defines how I feel about life and the experiences I have had in my life. I wouldn't change a thing even the bad times they made me the man I am today.
How about the rest of you, Would you miss the dance just to miss the bad times? Or have they made you stronger of a person?
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Thought of the Day
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Posted:May 23, 2006 4:28 pm
Last Updated:May 25, 2006 9:52 pm
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People always say bad things happen in three's.
And good things come to those who wait.
Well how come good things never come in three's
And how long do we have to wait to get all three good things?????
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How to get 666 from WWW
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Posted:May 22, 2006 2:56 pm
Last Updated:May 23, 2006 3:28 pm
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How to get 666 from www?
The Hebrew and Greek alphabet does not have separate characters or alphabets for numbers and letters. Letters are also used as numbers. So each letter is a numerical value.
The Hebrew equivalent of our "w" is the letter "vav" or "waw". The numerical value of vav is 6. So the English "www" transliterated into Hebrew is "vav vav vav", which numerically is 666.
HEHE and for people who are really freaked by the number ponder this.....
June 06, 2006 = 06 06 006 = 666
ROFL RUN PANIC YOUR ALL DOOMED
THE APOCALYPSE IS COMING HAHA HIDE
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